December 30, 2008

End of the year, and i've never been more excited, anticipating, as well as intimidated. its strange having these combination of emotions, but i am dealing. Not necessarily well...but despite that i keep smiling.
Everyday im living to the fullest and making the best of all animosity's. :)

Today for Example, Elizabeth and i went to westover and explored the beauty of broken down Volkswagen, and car shops. Life can be beautiful, it all just depends what you make of it.

















Well i hope you all have a lovely day/night. :)

Wishes Among the Satellite

Satellite strung from the moon
kiss me in the month of June
oh how i need you
to breathe awake my wishes come true
under the sky oh so blue
and grey with the clouds of a dream
relaxed on top of lies you and me.

Genuine Being

Sometimes, you fall for somebody when you least expect it. Your heart races a little faster and your mind doesn't coroporate anymore.
Sometimes your fingers and your knee's tremble as you witness the most beautiful man, or masterpiece, lean into to kiss you softly. The crystal blue waters of your mind are nothing but a murky river because the organization and focus is nothing but insanity spurts of happiness.
Sometimes your soul travels through the flood gates of heaven to sync in harmony with the least likely of characters. I never thought i could possibly fall this hard. I never thought that i could trust so easily. I never thought i wouldn't be so scared. In the weirdest of weird ways, you never realize that you need their touch. You crave their touch and yearn for their glances. Sometimes, the words that said masterpiece tells you, make your heart melt and your words stick to your lips instead of flowing smoothly. Sometimes, that person was dangled in your face for reasons you , at first, didn't comprehend, but could never be more thankful for in the end. Sometimes the belief you confide in that person can be twisted into a reality that you float shamelessly through with a smile so broad upon your face, everybody notices. Sometimes you want to show that beautiful creature to the world, and dance with them in the moonlight, only to fall into their arms. Kiss them softly and trace your fingers upon their flawless skin. Flesh to Flesh contact, you become electric. Pure electricity, zipping and soaring through thin air. Transferring between each other until the static is unbearable, and is ripped seamlessly open into a river of passionate kisses and short breaths. Grips so tight your arms shake, and head spins from lack of oxygen from your uneven heartbeats.
I never thought i could be that electricity, that person shining a smile, or tracing that flawless skin. I never thought i could be so fortunate, and secure in the fact that i am his and he is mine.
i never though forever was so exhilarating, excited....and anticipated anxiously.

I've never been more ready.

Wrapped in Camel Filters

(Parden my grammar mistakes, you will understand because...)Never before had i thought that i could find the perfect combination of simplicity and Significance in one Character. His eyes matched the night sky, dazzled with amazement of the small things; while his grin slid softly into the creases in his cheeks. His fingers twirled themselves into the mess of what is supposed to be my hair. The Summer breezes, cool and comforting, spun themselves around us constantly; leaving my eyes to water, vision obscured to the delight i wish to admire. I wish to have sipped longer on the Essence of his nature, but time was not on our side. Time never seems to enjoy my company. Wether to consider this a Virtue or a Burden, i will never know.

He probably couldnt tell that i realized how delicate he was. Labeled fragile from the start, wrapped in tough words and Camel Filters. His fingers attempted to clutch my cheek, but only were shaking; peeling away my inner being. While he unknowingly peered into my soul, i admired the fireflies flashing among the tree's.
He told me he thought moments like this didnt exsist without Zanex. The statement made me question his lifestyle. The perfectly poetic moments he wrote about are they nothing but a figment of his imagination. Is it a representation of how he wants things to be, but intwined with more meaning? How does a man of such stature fall to the world of complex agricultural impurity?


He quoted me masterpieces from his soul. I attempted to show him my thought pattern. He gave me reasons. I gave him validations. He explained to me the rush of shrooms and pot. I got a buzz off the way his cool skin felt against my lips. The world could easily fall victim to his intelligence and perspecitive, yet he doesn't even know he posses such a power. I feel as if a fragment of me burrowed into his soul, and came back with a souivenier. Never before have i met somebody of his simplicity and significance....Never have i met somebody of his sanity. Never before have i met somebody to leave such an impression on me, that i miss him this terribly.


Thanks for finding my glasses again... :)